Monday, October 24, 2011

Have I failed as a mother?

To cu a long story short,I got so sick of my 18 year old Son sleeping & partying & not looking for a job,even though he is just about to close one chapter in his life-School & the HSC.
He just doesn`t seem to get what life is about.....we fight a lot & I asked him to move out,but I feel guilty now.
He would like to come home so I will think about it,although I have had a month of peace,I do miss him & worry so much.
I think this time apart has made him realize all the hurt & horrible things he has done to his family.....because he has put us through shit for about 4 years now.
I`ve tried my best to care & offer guidance,but now the Apron string have been cut as much as it pains me....my first born child is no longer a child but a young man now.
Does a Mother ever stop worrying about their kids.....I say not.
I just hope he can make a good life for himself,& I just want him to be happy.